im having so many mixed emotions right now
i have no idea what to do
i feel like ive made so many mistakes. . .

Im scared... I havent been feeling like myself lately... I use to be soooo hyper, but the past few months, I've been so tired and quiet all the time...

well anyways, i only told only a few people my new secret... which is.....

........

.............

.........i have a "special friend" again!!!

and he is muy caliente

ahahaha

This is a shoutout:

To every guy that says: I love you.

To every guy that opens doors.

To every guy that walks on the outside of a sidewalk so he can be the first to get hit by a car that careens off the road and push her out of the way.

To every guy that cooks dinner for her.

To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."

To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.

To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.

To every guy who has given her flowers just because.

To every guy that said he would die for her.

To every guy that really would.

To every guy that did what she wanted to do.

To every guy that treated her like a goddess.

To every guy that cried in front of her.

To every guy that she cried in front of.

To every guy that holds hands with her.

To every guy that kisses her with meaning.

To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

To every guy who would give their jacket up.

To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.

To every guy that would give his seat up.

To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

To every guy who told his secrets to her.

To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.

To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

To every guy that believed in her dreams.

To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.

To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

To every guy that walked her to her car.

To every guy that wasn't just trying to get laid.

To every guy that actually listened.

To every guy that gave his heart only to have it shoved back in his face.

. . .whoever said that nice guys finish last?

Oh my gosh!!  Summer school was sooo fun!!!!!
but now Troy just sucks  lol
I barely have time to talk to anyone & im seperated from most of my friends
But whatever, life goes on... lol
Anyways, i want to go to homecoming next month but i know i cant.
Well i have a lot of homework to finish
au revoir!  lol